Happiness

Guys, today is really a day of happiness, although my team had disqualified in the group stage of the tournament after the defeat to Al Mahsor and Tanjung Bungah and also drew to St. Xavier yesterday.

First of all i would like to apologize to Yeong Shen and Jyh Kae for unable to play the last game against Al Mahsor and it ends up with 4-2 as the result.

Both of you had shown yr leadership to others and i am happy with the score since we had training less than 5 times to play for this tournament.

Next, we dear friends Han Wern and Tze Chow , both of u still need improvement to make the team stronger and better in the future. But u two had played 3 good games in this tournament.
I believe with our hard works, glory is getting nearer and nearer to us.

Yong Zhi, you are good. I never disappoint at you by asking ah sir to play you just now. You are playing better during the game against Al Mahsor, I am really really happy to see you score at the game.

B'ng Cong, you are talented, u showed me more than what i expected. You fighted all out during the game against Al Mahsor, although we lost but i believe you will have better performance in the future. Good game, boy. Next time only belanja u makan MCD when u fully recover, take care.

Wee Lis, you are extreme just now. At the last match, u gained back your confidence. You told me your heart beat is superb fast yesterday because of panic. But today, i saw a different wee lis whom show your shinness in the field to everyone. But of course, everyone of us still need improvement.

GUYS, we must fight for the glory with our hard works!! I believe Ah Sir will be happy and feel satisfied.

小男孩带给我的心里启发.

几天前跟爸爸妈妈到去吃午餐,
看着眼前香喷喷的砂煲面,
听觉被一名妇女的叫卖声吸引,
原来是一位AUNTY带着孩子来卖糕.
知道妈妈喜欢可是她听觉不好便提醒了她,

不出我所料,
妈妈走上前去看了,
付钱的爸爸也不例外,
而我对糕点一窍不通,
只好坐着继续用餐.

这时, 不知妇女孩子身上哪里的吸引力被我注视.
( 可能是我喜欢小孩子的关系吧 )
正当大人在忙着做买卖生意,
我与这小弟弟谈了起来.

" 小弟弟, 你叫什么名字 ? "
" 我叫耀豪 "
" 你经常都跟妈妈出来卖糕的吗? "
" 只要没有上学, 我都会跟妈妈出来卖糕 "
" 为什么你不留在家玩, 要这么辛苦呢? "
" 妈妈说要我学会赚钱, 才知道赚钱多辛苦, 不会乱花钱 "

爸爸妈妈回来了, 小弟弟也走开了.

我又跟卖糕的妇女聊了几句.
" AUNTY, 你很幸运, 你的孩子很乖, 很懂事, 你很会教孩子 "
" 是吗? 谢谢 "

妈妈接着说,
" 现在的小孩子有多少个回愿意跟父母在太阳下做生意的呢?"
妇女随后说,
" 他很乖, 谢谢 "

心里有些愧疚,
一个正读着小学的小弟弟愿意受苦学习赚钱,
而自己却过着每个月伸手向父母要钱的生活,
正觉得自己不如一个小弟弟.

在哥哥姐姐还有我三人中,
我承认自己是最不能吃苦头的,
哥哥独自在外州读书省吃俭用,
姐姐在家里做家务, 有时还会教堂弟补习,
而我却过着饭来张口 衣来伸手的逍遥生活.

有时候跟朋友出门我都不好意思向父母伸手要钱,
甚至球鞋也是靠自己的储蓄买的.
ADIDAS ADINOVA RM 220
ADIDAS PREDATOR RM 120
ADIDAS F10 RM 150

这么庞大的数字,
好意思向父母讨吗?
我实在做不出.
都是靠自己的积蓄买的.
然而, 积蓄还不是父母的钱嘛.
我实在看不起那些满身名牌的富家子,
难道那些钱都不是靠父母给而是自己赚的?
我就是不相信.
我还曾想过自己像锦贵老师一样中四赚钱填补家用,
可是, 那只不过是纸上谈兵.

用自己钱买来的东西,
往往都会比较珍惜,
不是吗?

有时侯,
就当着我吝啬好了,
我没钱, 那些都是我父母的,
我无能,
我没本事赚钱.
凭你们那些不认同的读者
如何反对,
如何负面评估我,
我不在乎.

我想,
我也是时候应该想想办法,
考验自己的本事了.

期盼

我期盼着看那风儿的影子,
承载我感受那翱翔的自由.

我期盼着雪花带着绘笔为我的未来涂上颜色,
让所谓的平淡穿上大自然缝制的花衣.

我期盼园地上的草只沙石,
覆盖落莫的尸身还原平静.

我期盼不踩下落莫设下的陷阱,
让从前的记忆悬挂山谷的残枝.

我期盼记忆冲破了从前的饱和.
让记忆分子也不受约束地沸腾起来.

在美好的轨道上,
梦景永远都跑在现实的前头,
它永远期盼着现实跟上它的脚步.
这次, 现实又是否迷失了呢?

认真

话说来,
如果想要看到我认真的样子
还真的不容易.
或许,
你们只能在球场上看到认真的我吧.

可是,
场边为我而来的观众
又有多少呢??
屈指可数吧....

其实,
我并不是在埋怨,
只是心里不知何来的冲动
想把心里话写出来.

相信刚认识的JX, CELIN.
或是认识较久的KAH　HO, SHAN WEI.
都应该在几天前被我那张什么话的嘴巴吓到了吧.

表面上,
我就是这样.
是我的疑心太重吗?
不是的,
只是我的性格比较内向.
不太喜欢表露自己.
所以就拿别的东西来掩饰.

还真不知哪一天,
学弟们会告诉他们的朋友说.
"我的主席/副主席是那个疯疯颠颠的书炜."
严面何在?
哈, 我不在乎.
我没把自尊抬得抬高.
只要他们知道我是谁
那就够了.

我的读者们,
你们又是否认为
我的文字是认真写出来的吗?

完蛋了

一个不小心,
身边的某样重要又昂贵的东西,
完蛋了...

眼睛看着摧毁的过程,
却又来不及挽救,
完蛋了...

嘴里念着三字经,
KAN..... !!!!!! QIONG...!!!!!!!!
完蛋了.

及时设法补救,
来不及,
完蛋了.