为什么今天这么倒霉??????

倒霉的一天, 不时让我脑海里增添几分忧愁.
向来迟睡迟起的我, 心血来潮想享用一份美味的早餐.
谁知爸爸却没为我准备.
往来, 我每次起床就直接等到午餐时间.
这也不能怪他没为我准备早餐, 要怪只能怪我倒霉.

这也罢了.
下午, 我又陪妈妈到我蛮讨厌的地方- 寺庙.
她说年尾到了, 要去谢太岁, 这也弄得我非常爱睡.
又怪我倒霉.
回家途中, 尽然让一个技巧生疏的姐姐驾车.
驾驶盘控制不好, 时速时快时慢, 不得爸爸不停地唠叨.
身为弟弟的我, 一句话也没出, 惟有在后坐冒冷汗.
还差一点把路人给撞倒呢...
真倒霉, 但是, 我的霉运还没去.

晚饭时间,
我们一家到外面的饮食中心用餐.
当我连叉子都还没拿起,
一只苍蝇就停在我的吸水管上对我说 "HELLO".
气死了.

哎哉, 今天真倒霉....

Funny Moment for the football today

Same as Monday, i went to play football this afternoon with my friend, Han Wern.
There's a few of funny moment just now.

1) Penalty Shoot Out.
I shoot the ball to the goal post, Han Wern fantastic dive save the ball.
I am shocked. He doesn't play as a goalkeeper before,
but the dive for today make me think him in a different way.
By this time, we r playing a penalty shoot out,
He as a goalkeeper and i as the penalty taker.
I took the first two shot,
First shot blocked by Han Wern,
second shot i shoot out.
The 3rd, 4th and 5th,
I am in a high form.
I shoot in all the goal.
Hurray, finally i won.
Hi 5.

2) Crossbar Challenge.
We were playing cross bar challenge too.
Han Wern improved his long ball shooting skill,
His shot makes my hand "Or Chea"
All of a sudden, i aim the goal post opposite.
And i shot, It suppose to be a goal, all because of the little pond which is in front of the post
make the ball drop into it.
At first, Han Wern decided to block the ball, but he ran away from the ball,
Finally, the water spray to someone which is playing behind the goal post.
And one of the little girl scream loudly.
I show them a "sorry" action.

3) Cross, Head, Finishing.
Cross the ball and Head to the goal,
I am a crossing pro, I cross nicely to him,
and he head out all the time, I am very TL to him.
But, he still did the same things.
I angry, I took a powerful shot, to scare him.
But unexpected, the ball flew out to the gate.
I though the ball will broke the window, just a few inci.
But it didn't happen. Praise the lord.
The ball rebound to the floor,
An indian woman, which is the owner for the house scolded me.
I show my "sorry" pose to her so.
And Han Wern laugh at me.

Haiz, we play in the rain.
Everyone went off, and both of us keep playing.
we went home by 6pm.

1127, 散步, 沉思.

一个约定, 让我久等了两个季节.
下午, 我勇敢地拿起了电话听筒, 把电话号码打下,
却没有说"HELLO"的勇气.
傍晚时分, 我收到了你母亲的来电,
惊慌的我不停地默认自己的身份.
心想: 自己是不是一个懦夫??? 但直现在仍然没有一个答案.

吃过了晚饭, 我到了组屋底楼散步, 沉思.
"我是否为你许下承诺?"
"我无时无刻地想你是为了什么?? 值得吗??"
"我是否应该放弃??"
这几句话不停地在我脑中飘浮.
沉重的脚步围绕了组屋底楼的数圈,
心中仍得不到想要的答案.
我就像脑海里的烦恼在脑中飘浮的绕着组屋走.
为的是寻求一个答案.

今夜, 我手持电脑键盘, 侧面向着天空,
辽望着无边无际的天空,
我在这里胡乱猜测,
想了很多... 很多...
就为了得到一个答案.
这个答案, 只有上帝知道.

难道,这就是为我曾经的过错,
所撒过的谎言,
所做的错误抉择,
付出代价????
我每夕都为你祷告,
这又为了什么???
还不是那个答案吗...

顿时耳边迎来了姐姐钢琴美妙的音乐,
小小音符带动了记忆的舞步,
让我想起了我们之前的美好回忆.
这又在暗示什么呢???

我累了,
我真的累了.
我还要再为抉择烦恼吗?
这抉择只有两个答案,
那就是 " 坚持 " 或 " 放弃 ".
我为它挣扎了很久,
都一无所获.
我累了,

我真的累了.

First Post in English

Yesterday i went to play football.
I reached there, by 4.30pm
Rau, Irshad, Najib, Shafiq and his brother was playing there.
When i m there,
Rau quarrel with Irshad
He ask Irshad not to let me play,
but Irshad Ignored him.
Irshad ask me to be the goalkeeper,
but i have to take off my boots.

This is my boots.
I agreed them by taking off my boots, and we start playing.
We divide into two team
Me, Irshad, and Najib at the same team
Rau, Shafiq and his brother as our opponents.
Few minutes after playing,
I m given a chance to take a long shot( counted as goal kick )
Shariq, as the opponent last man and also the goalkeeper.
He cant caught my ball, finally i scored.
Now, Rau angry and he went off.
Replaced by an anonymous, dunno what he call.
By this time, Irshad ask me to be the striker.
I solo all over, and finally the ball pass through between the legs of Shafiq's brother.
I got another score.
By this time, Najib shot, blocked by Shafiq, and the ball come over to me.
I shot, the ball flew over the gate to the road.
They ask me to get the ball.
When i m at the roadside, the ball lost.
I am shocked and slacking there,
They ask me to pay them a new NIKE ball with RM47.
I agreed them with RM30, the rest they pay.
They ask for RM33, i say no, RM30 is more than enough.
By this time, here come my saver, Shafiq.
He found the ball at the drain.
I thanked him, I give 5 ringgit for them to buy some drinks.
Irshad shacked his hand with me, and say thanks.
I suppose to buy some food for my parents coz we are having wedding dinner by that night at Butterworth.
but i gave them. I ask myself why, there's no answer.
So i din buy anything and i went home.
I come down again to buy three Pao1.
1 for dad, 1 for mom and another 1 for myself.
After buying, I saw Swee Khoon's mom, and i tell her that we r having our gathering party at the ground floor of my house. She agreed to bring us some Loh Bak.( thanks )
Then i am in a hurry and it's a bit late. So i quickly run home.
After finish bathing, i ask my sister to choose cloth for me.
Finally i wore long pants, White T-shirt, sport shoes, necklace and sun glasses.( acting cool, but not cool at all =) )
By 7.00 sharp.
I start our journey to Butterworth.
On the way, we suppose to follow yi2 zhang4's car,
but he said he going to fretch aunt at Alma.
So we have to find the venue ourselves.
On the way, my mom keep nagging coz we cant find the venue.
With the help of an old uncle, we found the venue.
Finally i can stop listening to my mom nag, or else my ear gone.
When my dad parking his car and i m still in the car, a girl sms me.
We sms with each other until the function start.
The dinner ended by 10.30.
On the way home, i continue sms with her.
i ask her 冷笑话. ask her to guess.
She guessed wrongly. I scold her.
Then she scold me back, along the way home.
When i reached home, i ask her to wait for me until i finish bathing.
when i m back, i sms her.
she reply me this " 一个字可以形容: 久."
then i keep argue with her,
finally i won the sms fight. Hi 5.
By 12.00,
she slept, i tot she angry with me.
Then i send her this " u angry d?
She say no.
She felt asleep coz she need to wake up early by tomorrow.
Then we stop sms with each others.

24-11-08
quite a happy day.
1) no need to pay them for the money of the ball
2) got people sms with me at the boring journey.
3) can enjoy the delicious food.

Hehe, i noe i got a lot of grammar mistake.
Coz my english not good enough.

假期的第一个星期过了........

一个星期, 每天都重复着同样的东西, 没有新奇, 只有平凡.
想尝试一些新奇的东西, 又没有任何的点子.
嗨....怎么办????
是否要被着纳闷的假期闷死???
还是要在假期里变成疯子???
真的一窍不通....
不变的是,
无时无刻的想着她,
同时也想念着 2TA4.
才一星期不见, 就期待着我们的重逢.

希望

心中的那一朵花,花蕾无时无刻充满希望, 凭着辛勤的蜂儿,把希望带到人间.希望的影子,往往围绕在你我身旁,却不在我们的视线范围出现.唯有靠自己的意志坚定,在加上后天付出的努力,自然而然的,希望就会出现在眼前. 此外, 以不同的角度, 看待不同的问题,发掘不同的希望. 世界的景观一朝比一朝的安宁; 希望的脚步一步比一步的雄壮; 我们的前程一天比一天的明亮.只有不断的向前, 才能看到不同的希望. 只要坚持不放弃, 绝望就会变成希望.

心动了,怎么办?

我似乎陷在友情和爱情的困境当中.不过以另一个角度来看,其实我和你也只是处在暗暗的欣赏她的位置.还没有一方对她作出表示,也没有一方得到她的青睐.所以才会大胆的向你透露对她的欣赏.或许经过一番的的分享与讨论后,会增加彼此对她的认识与了解.这也可以协助双方,以较客观的角度来看待她,并认清本身对她的爱,其实是对她的某些特点获长处格外欣赏而已.许多时候,我们要学习欣赏与爱是不同的.欣赏可以是基于对对方某些长处的激赏.因为对方在某方面的表现标青,而觉得她很特出,很值得自己欣赏.

假期 ( HOLIDAY )

假期的来临,是好是坏谁也不晓得.
好在可以休息歇气, 调协平时在学校学习的紧张心情.
坏在家里,闷得快受不了的.

嗨, 好想念你们 ( 2TA4 )
一年的时间, 就这样过去了. 我们还能聚在一起吗? 即使有,又有多少个一年?
由此可见,时间是多么的易逝.
这一年,你们让我看到了改变, 让我看到了前途的影子.
我的改变或许不具体化, 但改变的确是改变.
谢谢你们.